
Linda Allworth
Testimony
I grew up in a humble home with Christian values, but I didn’t know Christ. I was raised to take care of myself and others domestically. My father was my emotional support, but he dedicated his life to his work and travelled for most of my childhood.
From the age of 6, I was sexually abused. Mom was aware and in most instances was present, but never said a word or put an end to it., I felt I couldn’t stand up for myself. I was used for sexual pleasure and felt trapped and unsafe.
At age 21 I married, had a good 15 years of marriage during which God Blessed us with 2 children. However, earthly things, financial pressures and seeking validation in other people and places drew us apart. Trying to reconcile, our own convictions made matters worse and my husband became increasingly aggressive sexually, physically and emotionally. To save my children from witnessing any further abuse, I left and started a new life.
My life had been a series of the closest people hurting me verbally, physically and sexually. I isolated myself from forming any relationships. I felt lonely and had no reason to live. I came home one morning from training and wanted to take my own life, but my Heavenly Father drew me to my knees, I closed my eyes and prayed. There was nothing but a bright light and the warmth of His love, comfort and acceptance I’d been yearning for my entire life. God saved me from wanting to take my own life and I believe, for a purpose to save others.
Isaiah 60:1
‘Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord rises upon you.’
Jeremiah 29:11
‘For I know the plans I have for you, “declares the Lord”, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future’